Gone by dust

I decided to talk myself out.I do not know if it made any sense or if it was significant in any way but i hope she got my point.I did not talk after a long time to change her perception about me neither did i talk to justify myself.I have no reason to change the past or try to make things seem  different.Whatever she concluded or perceived about me it is for her and her alone to change not me.Saying something somebody has never expected it to come from you,changes their thought about you.I needed to be free so i had  to take it all off my chest through a monologue.I am not a person with the funniest jokes but i am sure i make her happy as a friend.New connection with different reaction from both parties.I should now move on_let go of my past and stop blaiming it for every downfall in my present.She called me unfaithful but i call myself an open book.It is because of who i am and my writing.I have no choice but to be madly inlove with my writing and whom i really am to myself and not to any other person.Even if i decide to apologise,how many times will i say sorry?or what difference would it make at the end?

Double_O Franklyne.