No lost love

Tied all the loose ends.I have tried and learnt each concept about love.Art of love has nothing to do with my sweet words nor my loving heart but built trust.I did not ask for beautiful women nor kind,smart or all the virtue one may want in a lady but i got ladies packaged with all those characteristics.It is not like they were not good enough for me instead i think i was not good enough for them.I take all the blame and apologies for all wrongs_if i did or did not.I write everything i am not or rather i write everything that i see in someone else's relationship.I write about my future girlfriend or wife_maybe one who does not exist.Pain aye it is inevitable so i shall remain strong for my own sake.I am bold to say that i am occupied and that i am not single_for i am trying to connect my soul with my body,taking my time to 'listen' to my heart and mold my emotions till that day when i will be ready to give it a try once again.I wrote in "art of love" that i neither hid myself nor was i taken out of the game_it is solely my decision.Mapenzi ni moto na halichomi roho ila linachoma utu wako.It has been four years and i guess it is now time for me to go back to my shell.I will not hate because i still have speck of love in my heart.Time and the sun just like the tongue and the teeth.