Back to my past

I want to revisit my past and really fast.I do no longer want to be called all sorts of names or referred to as someone i am not.I want to be me and have my circle smaller each daybreak.You can say that i am arrogant,inhumane,lack virtues of good living but it is not an issue if i am honest to myself.There is no name or word that you can call me that i have not been called in the past or present.I might have caused some pain but it was for their own good.Remain with a few friends,be alone and to be away from confrontations_that is what i really want now.