Writing my wrongs

Righting my wrongs,
I hope the book has enough blank pages,
In black ink i will write no matter how long it takes,
Today i make myself worthy,
Every dreist thing i did in the past off i cast,
I am no saint but i am different from what my past paint,
Lost in thought as i do all that i was taught,
Many will never change their opinion about me but i have no option but withtake it,
I may customize myself for the better but does not mean to justify myself before my hater,
I may be kind and for anything good in life is free but i am not cheap,
They least expect an apology from me but i already have a prolog that will make them anticipate,
Did anyone participate in writing it?nope only me,
So it is wholly their decision to forgive me or decline my plea,
It is either way and that is the way of man in earth_life math.